exhausted

I'm not sure what my soul song is today... I think I'm too tired to think! :) The following are some that sum up what I'm feeling...
Sinner's Plea by Signature Sound
Stand in the Rain by Superchic[k]
It's Been a Long Time by FFH
I Need a Hero by Chris Rice

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So. I basically wish that computers could be charged wirelessly... or just never died.
It is impossible to find a a seat by a plug to charge your computer with after about 8 am downstairs in G2. Ridiculous. So, I am randomly sitting in the hallway of the second floor, because that is the only other place with a plug. Besides the classrooms.

I am tired. Tired tired tired. I wish I could just curl up and fall asleep, but I can't. Not for another 5 days, anyways. I have to wait til this weekend.
I'm not only physically tired, but I feel like my whole being is tired. I'm tired of this everyday weight I seem to carry, tired of getting up every morning feeling tired. ugh. It's exhausting. I hate it when people don't know, can't tell that you're falling apart inside. Especially those who are closest to you. You don't want to be all weak and crying all the time - you have to be strong. But you just wish that people could tell. My boyfriend has noticed... he told me last night that my eyes were sad. He's so sweet. He kept telling me that he wanted to make it go away. I wish he could... That's the only thing about people knowing you're feeling yucky. Typically, they can't really help. He's such a sweetheart... I love him so much. He brightens my day up so much, and even when he can't help, he tries. He's a keeper!

~krickett





for lyrics to the songs:
Sinner's Plea - http://www.lyricstime.com/signature-sound-sinner-s-plea-lyrics.html
Stand in the Rain - http://www.metrolyrics.com/stand-in-the-rain-lyrics-superchick.html
It's Been a Long Time - http://www.lyricstime.com/ffh-it-s-been-a-long-time-lyrics.html
I Need a Hero - http://www.christianlyricsonline.com/artists/chris-rice/i-need-a-hero.html